12:55 am - Saturday, Aug. 09, 2003
I guess we're boob sharers
I'm feelin' REALLY pms-y today. I cried on the phone with marcus for no reason. I'm bloated, my boobs hurt, and I'm in a bad mood. Nothing's really going my way. The kids and I had a good day though - we went to the splash park over on the Kingston Military Base... this huge water playground that entertained me (not to mention 4 youngsters) for hours. I loved to run and frolic like I was 5 again. I didn't have my bathing suit on, but by the time Dave came back to get us, I was soaked. I also burned my outer arms... oops. It's pretty painful.
So I beautified tonight...did an apricot face scrub, exfoliated my dirty feet and.... something else. I don't remember. Hmm. Maybe that's it. Also, I painted a miror to go in my room, and talked to Marcus for a good long time. It felt great, but I also really miss him. We are right in the middle of 5 weeks apart..we just finished 2, and we have 3 left. It's painful. I don't know how much longer I can do this for without losing my mind and throwing my computer through a window or something violent like that. It's been since the very beginning of May...we did 4 weeks apart, then saw eachother. Then we did 8 weeks, and saw eachother, and now we're doing 5 weeks, and then the summer is over. Total - 10 days together all summer.... 18 weeks. I'm mad. It just plain sucks any way you look at it. And I'm lonely too. I feel like a loser. It's Friday night, and I spent it knitting a scarf. It's fucking august!!! Whatever. I'm learning a new skill. And I had a fantastic dinner tonight. On my way home I picked up fresh chicken from Bearences.... they have the best butcher in Kingston there. The chicken breasts were huge and had NO fat on them and were so fresh. Em and I made cajun chicken fajitas w/ cucumber. It was an amazing meal. Marcus and I have decided that it's worth it to pay more and get all of our meat from Bearences next year... the steaks there are to die for. That's what I'm going to try next. The chicken boobs were so big that em and I each had a huge stuffed pita, and it only took 1 boob for the both of us. So I guess we're boob sharers. Anyway, that's it. Tomorrow I'm cleaning, and going to fight to get my bike back. Wish me luck!!! (wheeee) Okokok..I'm exhausted. I can't believe I get to sleep in tomorrow... it's the first time in weeks. And sleep I will. Goodnight.
