11:45 pm - Wednesday, Aug. 20, 2003
Buffet of ideas, take your pick
Well, I'm glad these days are going by semi-quickly. Today was nice, but there is really nothing special to report. I got to sleep in for an extra hour, which was really nice. I went to work for a few hours, came home, Nahri and I went grocery shopping, and then we read wedding magazines and hung out in the living room, watching TV and drinking iced tea. I didn't see em ALL day (she was at work work work) and it's robs birthday, so she's out with him tonight. I work tomorrow from 9 until probably after 1, which isn't really that bad. And then there's just friday, then monday, then tuesday morning and then DONE DONE DONE full time forever. no more long days. no more shit. No more overworked and underpaid. Just looking ahead, frosh week, marcus, alana, school, seeing my drama friends, auditions, committees, interviews, and the future. The rest of my life. Do I sound excited? Or maybe just miserable in my current position. This sounds so cryptic. I can't think of a better way to put it all.
Jay is staying here tonight with Nahri, which I think is so cute. I really like him, and I couldn't think of a better person for her. I have such a warm feeling thinking about mine and nar's relationship lately...it's just like we came together again. I'm dissed from last year though, and we've talked about it quite a bit. I don't want to be the friend that gets pulled into the picture just because everyone else walked out. But for some reason, I don't think that it's like that. It all just seems like a right place at the right time for us to get to be close again. And I'm glad that we are. It feels good to have someone outside of Alana Em and Marcus that really knows me, that I have a history with. The girls on OC aren't there yet, Amanada from VM and I aren't even there yet. I want to keep in touch with her though, and Jen too. I should make a list. How tacky is that?
And Adam. I have adam. I'm not exactly sure what that means. But we've got eachother anyway. SO that's the scoop. I swore that I wrote an entry last night about shopping and nahri and such, but when I look at my diary, it appears to have been a lost cause. Oh dear. The fans are blowing tonight, 'cause it's a hot one. I hope that I can sleep alright. Ok....I guess that's it. I spent alot of time on the phone tonight with Marcus (who had another prophetic business evening, which is business as usual for our relationship). I spent a lot of time listening to his ideas about marketing, making a clear and concise objective chart for Fiesta's future...things that honest to god bore me to tears. And at first, I think that it's silly that I will sit and listen to marcus talk about business plans for an hour, in a quiet room in the complete darkness so that I can hear him, because his phone is so quiet it's rediculous. And then I think that - this is what's important to him today, this is what he is excited to tell me. And I know that there isn't anyone else right now that he can tell this stuff to. It's hard to bounce ideas off of his family because they ARE the business, so everything gets taken personally. And none of his friends are in to that kind of stuff, and truth be told, I'm not innately interested in 5 year plans. But it's important to him, so it's important to me.
On that random note.....
I need to start a list of things to do before I die. Not that I'm dying soon, but it's really important to me. So that's what I'll do. I'll post it soon.
