1:28 am - Wednesday, Sept. 03, 2003
Reality
What an interesting night. I learned a lot, and really bonded. Some intense moments, and I didn't know how to react, what to say to make things better. This is so cryptic, but I just wanted to record some feelings without giving secrets away...not my secrets to give anyway. It was a long work day - I started at 8am and I just got home. Part of me doesn't really want to do it anymore, but part of me just craves the craziness. I just need to keep on plugging. The only thing I care about right now is sleep, and trying to reconcile with marcus, make things right again. I got into gphy which makes me so happy I could faint. It is exactly how I wanted it. Now, if only I could figure out a way to pay my tuition, or get some sleep. Which means that I better sign off. I need to be at the nerve center tomorrow at 7:45 ish? Earlier? I'm not sure. But it's one thirty now....I'm done. Utterly confused, and probably had the most meaningful night of my life.
