1:24 pm - Friday, Sept. 19, 2003
Gone for so long
I'm just mad, mad at everything. I can't live with Josh, he makes me feel horrible about everything that I do. I don't know how to handle it. I leave a dish in the sink, or don't pull my laundry out right away, and I feel like I killed someone he gets so bitter with me. Class went well today. I'm moving forward and trying to prepare myself mentally for October, which is going to be a pretty crazy month. I have all of my lab hours working on the Rivals crew, auditions for Crave (michelle's winter show), all of the Head Gael stuff, lots of essays and assignments, and general mayham. It's interesting because my november is going to be really stress free, so all I have to go is get through october....hopefully keeping up with my classes and my sleep. I feel like I'm walking on eggshells right now and I don't like it too much. I'm going to go and take a nap...do my dishes...whoever's dishes... and get out of Josh's way. Whatever. I can't be here anymore.
