10:20 pm - Tuesday, Nov. 18, 2003
So long since I've been here, and so little to actually say
I hate my acting assignment, because I feel like no matter what I do, it's not going to be good enough. I workshop on Thursday, and I can't be as ready as I should be because I'm swamped tomorrow - class from 8:30-4:00 straight, work from 4-5:30, meet Sunny from 5:47-7, meet the Chairs from 7-8, Genie auction from 8-11, meet the chairs at 11 and work on sorting through applications until 2 or 3, and then I have to get up and workshop in the morning. I feel... like I'm screwed. And sick too, it just is a strike against me. Things are so weird right now, and I want to go away to a place where I can spend even one minute thinking about myself. My tonsil hurts. I'm grumpy. I wish that I had something more positive to say, rather than just complain about things that I can't fix. On I go - memorization to do tonight.
