12:58 pm - Monday, Feb. 09, 2004
Welcome back
Why have I been away for so long?
It is so important to me to update, to record, to remember, to investigate, to dig deeper and peel away the reality of everything and find out what is going on underneath.
Today (with the exception of possibly failing 342) I feel in control and confident. I logged my weight today.... 139. 6 pounds lighter than when I began. That puts me in such a great mood. My goal for next week is 137. I am going to work out in Victoria at the Y downtown.
Marcus is driving me crazy .... literally. Setting up all of these restrictions on the car, and then feeling bad when I tell him that I will take a bus to the Y. What a confused man.
I got my essay done 4 days early... going to hand it in. I slept until 1. Nothing much else on my mind right now, really. Just want to get through all of this junk, and make it to reading week!
B.
