1:14 am - Tuesday, Feb. 17, 2004
Missing society, tucked away in an empty house
Why am I not getting anywhere with my work? I think that I underestimated how much reading I have to do for geo before I can start my paper. And I promised Jenn I'd have a revised CAD to her by wednesday, which means that I will have to do it tomorrow .... and how did it get to be 1:15? I need to kick it up into high gear. I have been working, but also out buying fresh flowers, walking on the beach, changing my diary template (hours, seriously, to find one that I liked). I still have time.... recognizing my absolute laziness now, and not on sunday night is good for me, I guess. Adam wants me to stop by through Calgary, but I really think that I will have to make a separate trip instead (!!!) Regan want's to come the week of the 5th...leader training is on the 14th....transition on the.... 27th.... good! I can go on the 20th. Problem solved. I felt so guilty - it was Hann's birthday today, and I called her at 9:30...she was already in bed. I don't want to be a dead beat sister, but I swear that time completly escaped me today. I am going back to learning, at least I ENJOY what I am reading....I would hate to think that I was miserable while being miserable anyways. Had a good talk with my dad tonight about my thesis. He is so hard to read. I had to ask him outright if he was dissipointed in me... I think that he wishes I was making more money. Bah. Went through my old school work, and was overwhelmed and inspired by the memories. It seems like I wrote better essays in high school than I do now...that could just be a matter of perspective however. Who knows.
Rambling on, with nothing to say. I will get back to taking my notes. American Idol tomorrow!
Oh boy.
