12:55 am - Saturday, Feb. 21, 2004
Mom is home, gphy isn't done
Nothing is getting done. What did I do today? I could have had this assignment finished three days ago, but it drags on and on. I am going upstairs to work on it for an hour, and then I am going to bed. I have no idea why, but I'm in a sad mood, and I would rather sleep it off than stay awake and brood about it. I just want to get this and my essay over with, get my reading done for the week, and get back into a good school routine. And lose all my extra weight - that too. I have been good today, but I pigged out yesterday, and feel rough about it. Why can't I discipline myself to get anything done? I must be the biggest, laziest procrastinater I know. And it's not going to change tonight...I'm heading to bed really soon. I dunno. Maybe tomorrow I will be more inspired to get things done.
My mom came home tonight...she bought me a gorgeous bracelt from cancun...it was so nice to see her again. She's exhausted, and crashed right away. I showed her my ring from Marcus, and we got all caught up :). I miss being with my family. Can't wait until I'm back around here for good. Regan and Felicia are romping on the floor...feels like home! I am glad not to be alone any more, and for the first time this week, I don't want to leave!
