1:23 am - Tuesday, Mar. 02, 2004
Rambling thoughts
Gaels are hired... 390 of them, which is more than I originally committed to. I feel like a bad person... my past two weeks devoted to frosh week and the stress of hiring gaels has made me 100% negligent in every other area of my life (this includes, but is not limited to : school, essays, working out, sleeping, marcus, being a friend to people I care about, garbage duty, laundry, the kids, my mom). I feel rotten about all of that. Pretty soon - it's going to be time for some catch up, and for paying attention to things that I can't ignore anymore (like doing laundry... no clean underwear left after tomorrow!)
All that I want to do is sleep. I savour it. In fact, in about 25 minutes ,I am going for 7 hours of sleep, and I am a LUCKY girl because of it. Long day tomorrow. I don't feel stressed out, exactly - just guilty.
I bought these little 1/2 sized cans of pepsi today, and every time I reach to take a drink of one (I know... caffiene at 2 am - GREAT) anyway - I feel like a midget. Like I actually have midget empathy. How weird is that?
