3:49 pm - Friday, May. 28, 2004
Really mundane things taking up my days
Haven't been on in a while, probably because there isn't very much to say. I've been busy preparing for the GRE's, working as HG and at Walkhome ... cleaning, working out, eating healthy food, helping my mom in whatever way I can as she starts a new life, seeing friends once in a while, but not really feeling like I want to be around ppl very often? Most of my free time, I'm sleeping ... v. blue. I have little motivation in general, and am just trudging through the days. Maybe things will get better? I am getting closer to people on walkhome, and am grateful for that. I don't know how I feel about my new housemate ... she is certainly livable - clean, friendly, easy to get along with. But I don't think that her and I will every really be friends... someone that I would spend time with if I wasn't living with them. It's different with court and mel, and hopefully dom, although I haven't spent much time with her yet. At least I am starting to feel like this place is home - I added a rug, a lamp and table upstairs, and it did a world of difference! Today, I'm cleaning up .. getting things organized, and then going to work tonight. I know... pretty boring :) But it works for me, for now. I miss Marcus - it has only been 3 weeks, but it has still felt like a long time. I haven't been devestated about it - just bored. Our trips are spaced pretty well, so we never have to spend more than 5 or 6 weeks apart before seeing eachother for a few days.
Well.. I guess if I don't have anything entirely useful to say, I should let it go. I might be back on later, if the inspiration strikes me. For now, I'm going to clean.
B.
